1-20-12 Solar Flares

1-20-12  Solar Flares

Monday after work I stopped to visit my Hospice client, she as usual was in-coherent, this assignment truly is a challenge, if it were someone I had known and could talk to it may be different but as it is I am just trying to communicate with someone whom communication is not possible any more. But I will keep going until I am re-assigned. I did give her a bit of Reiki while there. When I got home I talked to my new roommate for a bit then made some dinner and some cookies. I also had chat in the singles group, I find it rather boring but the people like it. I had also posted a CL ad and was answering the 100 e-mails I had gotten, if I came up with one good one out of all that it would be a miracle... I got my assortment of 70 yr olds pretending to be 50 something, my 20 yr olds trying to convince me how much they like older women, the downright scary looking, the really super foreign looking ones, the penis pictures, and the ones who refuse to send a picture before they see mine (this means they are married and afraid of getting caught) But I did find ONE that was worth continuing to write to, a transplant from Texas 6 months ago, divorced a year and a half from a 26 yrs long marriage....a real southern gentleman too! We e-mailed back and forth all day and into the evening...

Tuesday we contined to write to each other and towards the end of my work day he said that I could call him later if I wanted to or he'd call me, the guy is supposed to do the calling right he said? Wow I was impressed and sent him my number but cautioned that I would be at the gym part of the night and he had cautioned that he had to go out and check on the guys on his crew. He is away working in Chicago this week and supervisor of some contruction company. He said this is the reason for his divorce that his wife got lonely and found a boyfriend. He never ended up calling, the e-mail he sent me when he got in was pretty late but he asked me to meet him for coffee the following week when he is back in Jersey. We continued to e-mail all day wednesday as well and decided that we want to go to Work Out World together, and he said once we get to know each other better we can work out together after work and then I can go to his place and he will cook me dinner. Wow I thought and told him that was great because a man who can cook is in my top 10 list for sure! I told him that I do the dishes though. This was way better than Randy I thought, he never cooked except of the occasional breakfast which was frozen pancakes and sausages, most of the time I had to buy dinner for both of us and do all the dishes too! He'd leave dishes all over the house too when I was back at my house because he knew that I would pick them up.... but anyway.

I had asked Clint if he liked to bike ride and he said that he did not have a bike but he liked to golf.....my reply to that was ok then I will go bike riding when you are golfing with your buddies! He wrote back and said he was thinking about getting a bike this spring. LOL  I like a guy who will fit in with my plans some but I hope he is not too accomodating for me, then again when it comes to men they only get worse so it's not such a bad thing to have one who tries to please you in the begining..that generally dies real quick once you settle in for the long haul.  That evening I was supposed to either go meet Mary for dinner or go to a Reiki healing share. I didn't end up making it to either as I didn't feel well, nauseous and dizzy, wondering if it was something I ate? The food doesnt get eaten with Jeremy away...... He did stop over as his new bank card arrived. He had been out for the day with Alex and his family looking at Yaughts (must be nice to have money) but it was good to see him, he went and got me $100 of it since he hadn't paid me any thing in so long. I was happy to be able to pay the gas bill! He also apologized for getting Dustin stirred up over that time a couple summers ago when Jeremy stole my car. That holy roller bible thumping judgmental son of my mine has NO idea the life I have lead or what's in my heart or why I do the things I have done or how I have done all I can to help Jeremy. But oh well let him be mad and let him judge me, one day he will know who I really am and he will love and respect an honor me as a child should his parent. My only prayer is that I don't have to wait till my death bed to see that day......or worse that he doesn't see it till he goes to the other side and has that clarity that comes only when you have been removed of all the negative human being crap. All I can do is pray for him, I guess I should remember to pray for him more. I spend so much time praying for Jeremy because of his troubles, and Dustin  well he never gave me any trouble. Always a good boy, never complained much, graduated and went right off to the Military. But I know that he is sad and he is lonely and deep deep down he just wants his mom to hug him. He had it the worst he did, I was only 23 when I had him and oh well here I am going off on a tangent again...... LOL  You get the point. It's hard to loosen up and love sometimes.......

Thursday the e-mails with Clint kept going on we talked about what we wanted most in a person and we also talked about our pet peeves. It all was working out so great, we both said that we really hope the "chemistry" is there when we meet. Thursday after work I was supposed to have a meeting with my trainer but my back had been hurting for 24 hrs straight and I had gotten little sleep the night before so I called to postpone another week. This is what hurts me, I try so hard to get on an exerscise routine but then I get sick or hurt. But I will go back, I have to go back, I paid for this! When I got home my roomate in the basement had brought his brother in law over and he wanted to rent the futon out for the same price so I let him. I havent gotten enough people for any of my workshops to need to use the basement and I haven't had any Reiki clients either and I have bills to pay. Once I checked him in I went into my room to see if I could get my air cleaner to work. I had cleaned it the day before and it didn't work so I let it dry out some more, now not even the red light was coming on, NO lights were coming on! I debated with myself again on weather I was just going to put the darn thing away or if I was going to text Randy to come fix it. When I told Clint one thing I loved about a man is if he can fix things and he said he can fix anything except electrical stuff. And Randy had said he would come fix it if there were problems as he had gotten a re-furbished one off e-bay. I wanted to ask him but I didn't want to jix the chances I had with Clint by talking to Randy, what to do what to do I thought to myself. Right at that moment my phone whent drrrooooiiiiiiidddddd.....

Did you guess who it was? Yup Randy. It said Hi.....I replied: wow I was just thinking about you, my air cleaner stopped working....I can fix it he sent back.....good I said, then he asked me a few questions about it and he said yep that happened to mine I can fix it.....I am working from home tommorow if you can stop by that would be great as my nose is all stuffy again.......he replied: I gotta work on my sled, heading to VT , nobody wants to go with me. So that was it I thought, I had told him I would go with him, I told him I even had some vacation time to use and I told him I needed a little advance notice as well so that I can arrange things. But no he waited and asked everyone else hoping they'd go and only asked me when he found out none of the boys could go and play. I replied sorry I can't go with you I have an event scheduled, and it was the truth too, I had left this weekend open knowing it was the start of his vacation week untill sunday. But we had so much fun at Karaoke that I had scheduled another one, and by gosh I knew I would have more fun there than waiting in a hotel room for him. He had nothing left to say and neither did I. 

Later that night Clint called me on the phone for the very first time, and it went quite well, we had much to talk about and thought alike on nearly everything, well except for his love not only of playing golf but watching it on TV! But that's kewl, it's good for men to have something to keep them busy when we women want to go shopping or something. LOL We also discovered not only does he live near me, that his office is even closer! Over near the area of The Starland Ballroom and when I asked him if he wanted to go to the concert he was very enthusiastic about it! We talked a very long time and firmed up a little our plan to meet for coffee when he gets back in town, we penciled in Wednesday.... I went to sleep that night feeling much better mentally (if not physically) and with the slightest bit of hope....

Friday morning there were posts on my facebook talking about how many of us are "feeling the shift" and have had flu like symptoms, body ahces and pains and the like. They said that over the weekend the flares would be at thier strongest, I was glad that I had that free energy healing session scheduled for Friday night, God had provided that for me at just the right time! Here is what they said:

"IMPORTANT ALERT: The sun has erupted with an M Class SOLAR FLARE that is Earth... Facing & due to impact this weekend. Now what was it I was saying yesterday about this weekend being a whole lot brighter! Scientists tell us that solar flares & CME's do NOT affect Humans & only impact on radio waves due to the solar radiation extra charging the Ionosphere which surrounds & protects Earth. But, from my personal experience, if you are a sensitive, in the days prior to, during & after a big flare we do get headachy, tired, run down, confused & all of those little hurts within us rise to the surface to be let go of." Elizabeth Peru © 2012 Please see COMMENTS for more on this topic.
  New Beginnings was the angel-card-of-the-day-2012 something was indeed going on! Not only  that but when I put my phone on the charger when I woke up at 6:30 am it had automatically called Clint! When I wote to apologize to him he said see your phone likes me maybe it's a sign..... I told him I do belive in signs and though nervously to myself I wonder how he's going to handle all this spriritual stuff about me..that was one of the big draws about Randy... what to do about him.... When I went in to make my bed later in the morning I tried the air cleaner again and it came on! Wow I thought! Now there also is a sign! I texted to tell  him not to worry about coming over that it was working again, he replied that he had come and fixed it (meaning via astral travel) I know he can astral travel but I know nothing of if they can manipulate physical reality in that state, I am thinking no.....but just for good measure and because I do and will always care for him I told him to have a safe trip and I would watch over him. I then added do you want to borrow my solar cell phone charger, I always have visions of him being stranded on the trail (because he always talks about how that could happen). He said OK so I said come get it and be sure to keep it on your sled. What can I say I do and will always care about him......I am just hoping that I can love someone who is going to love me back and be in my day to day life in a way that Randy just doesn't want to be.....
There was also a video on my facebook page about  The Shift and

Yes there are many changes going on in my life right now. Jeremy sorting his life out, my body and inner spirit changes. Also some changes in my social friends, my buddy Anthony left my meetup and joined a new one and now he and Victor my old business partner are planning an Improv workshop in a new meetup. I posted and I wished them well and encourged the others to go with the utmost sincerity. I had some fun doing that but its really not something I love to do. And while I care about both of these guys they just don't seem to belong in my life, not at this time anyway. That is ok.....I am content with my present and who and what is showing up here now today. I even let go, at least for a bit my money worries, and my annoyance at people using my hard work to promote thier events and make money and not share with me. God will suppy for me not them. I am ready of the solar flares the shift of what is coming and I am so excited!

Today prepare yourself for the changes that are coming and embrace them with peace and contentment.....all is as it should be.......and all will be well and in everyday and in every way you are getting better and better......



With Love and in the Light, Cassie

There once was a woman who woke up one morning, looked in the mirror, and noticed she had only three hairs on her head. "Well," she said, "I think I'll braid my hair today." So she did and she had a wonderful day.

The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and saw that she had only two hairs on her head. "Hmmm..," she said, "I think I'll part my hair down the middle today." So she did and she had a grand day.
The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and noticed that she had only one hair on her head. "Well," she said, "Today I'm going to wear my hair in a pony tail." So she did, and she had a fun, fun day.
The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and noticed that there wasn't a single hair on her head. "YAY!" she exclaimed. "I don't have to fix my hair today!"
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